Cant wait to hate you..

Asalaamu-alaikum world. Whats really good. So people keep asking me ."whats up with you updating your blog." So I decided to post and to stop leaving folks in suspense lol. Lately I have been listening to this song "I cant wait to hate you." Mariah Carey. LOVE IT! Its my new theme song. Ok blog updated happy now? lol I would post the youtube link but everyone knows how to google it. So i wont. But, sometimes with all of this you have to distance yourself from the madness blogging all the time sometimes hurts more than it helps. But on a positive note i am loving my job it is very slacker friendly. And actually have wrote out a curriculum for myself of Islamic studies for work. lol. OK have a good weekend.
( lyrics..)
once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
something got a hold of us and we changed
then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
we were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphor of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a loss cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us every night..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay

no need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter a fact, I think I'm moving away (away)
sorry, the frustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
I'm tired of tryna fake through, but there's nothing I can do..
boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you.. baby..

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.
Cuz right now i need you
I Can't wait to let you go