Eid Mubarak

Aslaamu-alaikum world. I have been on a blogging break for a few days. Sorting things out and planning for Eid. This Eid was AWESOME! Seriously this Eid al-adha was the best day I have had in a long time. Me and Hassan went to Eid prayer together. It was really nice, nice kutbah and lots of people. Also my outfit was so fly. It was custom made was looking gorgeous from head to toe. Hassan was getting so jealous because a lot of brothers here seriously dont know how to lower their gaze and was checking out me as I walked in. So now he is trying to be oh so nice. Complimenting me like crazy, telling me he loves me so much and all of this other sweet stuff. Hmm....whatever. The few days leading up to Eid was good. Yea he was actually trying be nice before the Eid, maybe trying see if he was getting a present..um no. lol. Later Eid day we had a nice date night and relaxed. Went to a movie and grabbed some dessert since we were both stuffed from earlier.  Things are getting back to normal but there is still so much I need to sort out and figure out. So I decided to take a break for awhile. So right now we are I guess separated while I visit my family for the holidays. He really didn't take me leaving to well and wanted me to stay and work on things, but I just cant not right now. Him and Snipes are already having problems, dont know why he tells me their business I tell him not to. But I dont even care right now, I'm like ok dude you wanted to be with Snipes, see how fun it is now, knock yourself out. Its really quite funny/sad depending on how you look at it lol, but he doesnt even come to her till crazy late at night on her nights 10-11pm! lol. And this is not my doing, this dude stays out on his own. Oh well cant tell folks nothing, people always want to "test the waters" ...those waters looking real muddy right about now lol.People dont miss the water till the well has gone dry. I am so over worrying about them. I plan to travel and focus on me for awhile. If he is lucky maybe i will eventually come back to him, and bring the light back to his life lol. Who knows, we shall see how things turn out. Hope everyone had a great Eid. I did. And am still celebrating there are parties all weekend long here that I plan to go to. No more tears over here !